back to december

its december and we parted.although we did not even get together, i still will keep the precious memories. towards you, i only contain guilt. you are so nice to me yet i still rejected you. my heart is bitter, but i noe its the only way. secretly i pray for you. i pray that u will be happier without me. i know u will not forgive me cus the hurt i have caused u is too deep.I'm sorry. i'll chose to keep our precious memories in my heart. you have given me your best, just that i did not cherish u enough..we are never meant to be tgt...im sorry that i made you feel that u r a spare tire. Im sorry. i can't find back the feeling i have for you anymore.every time we quarrel, i drifted 1 mile away from you. Slowly everything started to be mundane. thinking back, we watch videos together at home, do homework, and go shopping together. but everything will not be the same anymore. i have lost the first love for you


ps: i hope you will live strongly