its complicated

had been rather confuse recently, finally school is starting..i really hope to bury all my problem under the stress of school work..had 1 more beer just now. its now my 4th can till now since i turn 18.theres been a tendency for me to drink when i feel really down..hmm, must kick this habit..i really start to be blinded.. my love life is so complicated. yes i'm single now, but theres been so many bumble bees around me, for a moment, i was so bedazzled by the noise,and the next moment, i know its reality again where i have to stand all alone again. i feel sad, i feel terrible, my family dun seem to be there well, maybe its better, or worse, i don't know..i look forward for tomorrow to arrive cause its a brand new start. gonna work hard..i hope..